September 21st is my one year with my boyfriend. We argue a lot, never fight, just argue. Him and this one girl Jessica broke up June last year I think. The entire time we’ve been dating, they’ve been talking. I have tried to not seem like the overly obsessed girlfriend and make them stop since he claims he has no feelings for her. What I’ve always had to try the hardest to be calm with, is that he has made me delete and block and completely ignore any guy except him. While he’s texting and on the phone with his ex-girlfriend, calling her Jess, talking about old times, being best friends, I’m in my room bawling my eyes out because I know she misses him. I can’t tell if he feels the same. He finally got in his right mind to block her after I yelled at him because of how much it hurt. Not even 10 minutes after he blocks her on Facebook, she texts him about it. Facebook doesn’t tell you if someone blocks you. This means she’s been constantly creeping on his page. He ignored her text, telling me they’re done and he’s not going to talk to her anymore. Then, the next day comes, and of course, she texts him again. This time, furious. She’s mad that he cares about me more than he does talking to her. Of course he should!!!!! So she yells at him and cusses him out. I’m hoping she’s completely gone, but of course not. I see her everywhere; getting off the bus, getting on the bus, in the bathrooms, during lunch – we don’t even have the same lunch – walking through the halls, everywhere. I would just love for her to be gone. Everyone seems to hate my relationship and I have no idea why. Being a freshman in high school……sucks. Any advice?
Today is Friday. The first weekend of my freshman year. Everything is falling apart, yet nothing is at the same time. I haven’t spoken to my sister in over two months. My parents yell at me for no reason. I have piles and piles of homework. I feel so overwhelmed. Since the beginning of summer, I’ve lost 5-10 pounds. It may not seem like that much, but I’m only 14, 5’1, and now 95lbs. I’m underweight. I only eat about 1 meals worth of food per day. I wish I could eat, but it hurts to eat…just as much as not eating hurts. I have three people. I have three loves. Dylon, my prince of a boyfriend. On September 21st, we will be celebrating our one year. He is the center of my attention, the source of my happiness. It may seem crazy, or even idiotic to hear a 14 year old saying this, but I truly couldn’t say it’s not true. Hannah. My kindergarten best friend. My freshman best friend. Many times we have grown apart, but we always rekindle our friendship…always close the distance between us. Cheyenne. We met in sixth grade, it was hard not to talk when we had 5 out of 7 classes together. We’ve become close and stayed close. We never really fade. She’s just always there. So are the other two. What’s the best about the four of us is that we all accept each other. The girls approve of my boyfriend and vise versa. Two blonde besties and a brunette boyfriend to match the brown haired, brown eyed girl with a trouble life. Cheers to our group ❤